Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Losing It

I seriously need help. It is just getting too hard. Pregnancy, fatigue, exhaustion, house, work, laundry, children, commute, dinners, dog, lunches, a-hole boss, husband working long hours.

I can never rest! You're not supposed to stress when you're pregnant but that's all I ever do! And sometimes I scream at the girls so loud that I see stars and my heart feels like it's going to explode.

I laid down to rest for 5 minutes after work tonight. Couldn't get enough oxygen. Got up and made mac and cheese hoping we could all eat fast so I could lay back down. Nope. Oldest Chickadee got into the markers and drew all over her face. Littlest Chickadee pooped in her pants and it was a major clean up disaster!

(Rest of the post vanished unexplainably and now I can't remember all that made me so angry.)  Until next time...

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